You know when you get into that typical riders dip when nothing feels right? That’s what we’ve been going through the last two weeks. I’ve literally felt like a complete newbie that had no clue what to do on a horse. Having to get into the routine that the vet subscribed after Grumpy got his massage has been taking a bit longer to get into then I thought. At the same time I’ve had a physio work on my back to get it straight so the riding felt completely strange.
Today me and my boyfriend had a long discussion about the future of Grumpy and where I saw it going. As it wasn’t going very well of course those easy thoughts slips into your mind “should I sell him” ” should I lease him to someone who will ask and want less” and so forth and so forth. Even when I was saddling him today I was continuously thinking of horsesausage as he was so extremely annoying. But then, the bugger gives me a really nice ride and I realize why I bought him in the first place. And as easy as those negative thoughts slipped in, they slip out again as well. Haha.